I fell again, hard. When will I learn? Maybe never. Maybe now? I pick and choose between my options and it's always the wrong choice. Thankfully I don't have a gambling problem or I would be so damn screwed. I'd be in debts debt. It's okay tho because I will not give up on something I know is out there for me. I will not let another person's love bitterness ruin my hopes of finding true love.