It’s been a while, maybe too long. I’ve been working on something. Not physically but more mentally. I have been working on myself and can I just say, it has been hard. I’ve been angry majority of the time. Just salty for no reason. It’s mainly because I can see and feel that I’m not where I should be in life right now. It’s starting to finally get to me.
Every day I wake up I want to do so much better than I did the day before. I want to put things that bothered me or made me feel broken yesterday in the “Do Not Worry” today box. I want to be a better parent, lover, supporter, and friend . I thought when I started “the yesterdays” it was going to be an easy task.
Just so you know, it wasn’t.
We all know breaking a routine or a pattern is rough.Getting your mind to get out of the gutter is just as hard because when you stay in a negative or not so nice mood for so long it seems impossible to switch it up but I’m determined to stop myself from the yesterdays. I got to worry about what’s in front of me, the new day.
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