Tag: aloneness
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The Unknown
You know that feeling when you know something is wrong. When the conscience tells you something just isn’t right. When the butterflies starts to die. When your anxiety is so high you feel like an attack is about to take over. That feeling when you can’t put it in words but you feel it through…
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Status
Waking up to nothing but sadness. I can feel it slowly turning into madness. Getting all worked up over our status. The words I want say are not coming out like I swallowed a cactus. So I take a breath, hoping the anxiety doesn’t turn into blackness.
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Snapchat, Love, and Distance
As I got into the elevator I could feel my heart beat out of my chest. I pushed the button to the third floor and I thought to myself, “This is it, let’s do this!”. The doors opened and I knew the wait was over. It was time! After a long year or so of…
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Boxed In.
You ever get stuck in your head? Like stuck stuck? When I say stuck I mean the same thing keeps replaying in your head and you don’t know if it is a scenario that has occurred or it’s something that’s going to happen and on top of that you don’t know if it is good…
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I’m Not The One or “FoMo”
As I get closer to my thirties, I’m starting to realize that I am not the ONE. Just sitting here thinking about everyone getting engaged, having beautiful marriages, making families, and just being in love. I catch myself wanting all of these things but for some reason I just haven’t received it yet. I think…
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**Touch & Go** Reblogged
I’m glad I came across this super awesome post. Maybe you will enjoy it too. Go ahead, hit that link my friend. 🖤 The time you feel lonely is the time you most need to be by yourself. -Douglas Coupland Touch & Go A Need Too Great Suddenly, in your life, drawn then ledsleepwalking over…
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Mom Memories
My favorite childhood memory was my mom checking me out of school to go have a picnic at the River Park in Chattanooga, TN. I remember us riding down the road with the windows down listening to Mary J. Blige, moms had every CD, Mary J. was her favorite. I remember her pulling a really…
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You Didn’t Catch Me
I fell again, hard. When will I learn? Maybe never. Maybe now? I pick and choose between my options and it’s always the wrong choice. Thankfully I don’t have a gambling problem or I would be so damn screwed. I’d be in debts debt. It’s okay tho because I will not give up on something…
Corny Moonlight 